I haven't posted in forever. I'm posting today because it's a bad day and I am at work and I

have my own office so unproductivity seems too easy to ignore.

I had written a decent post sometime in August, maybe early September. I wasn't able to sleep and trotted upstairs in my underpants at 4 am and I was in the house all alone, as I was typing in the office that has these huge windows I thought to myself "hmmmm...This is how horror movies start". I couldn't shake the overwhelming sense that a serial killer or a worse a giant spider lay outside that window, peering in at me during no pants time, waiting for the perfect moment to strike. So I quit where I was and ran back downstairs and hid under the safety shield a.k.a. my blanket.

Back at school now and the dungeon is freaking sweet. Being as it is my room, it is a mess, but what else is new? Anyone who hasn't come to see it needs to. I love it. Troll Happy!!!

Things have been rough this year to say the least. Since the incident within the 1st couple weeks back it seems hard to get too excited or feel that there has been any sort of reprieve. I want it to be over and behind me pretty bad, but I'm not sure it ever will be. I'm working hard to make it a positive and find a silver lining. There's a chance I may lose my job, which thus far I love. So we'll see...

My bro is getting MARRIED. Next November 25th there will be a Heidi Seger. Super excited about that! Especially since Bud promised me that I get a personal ice cream cake at the wedding with ponies on it. I love him and I'm so happy for him. The best thing about his nuptuals is that family members who I have not spoken to in a while all want to know my relationship status, which has remained the same for three years. They find it hard to believe that a girl would stay single by choice and want law school over baby making. The Lesbian/Nun/At least you have a fufilling life speech has gotten a little old. Especially since everyone encouraged my brother to "sow his wild oats" when he was my age. I guess it's just different between boys and girls. And ya never know, a year and a half ago my brother was pimpin all over the world so...

I had more to write but I just ingested what I believe maybe a leaf, so I'm gonna go spit it out. P.S. I was all excited about the post I got until I read it and it was spam:( So if you read this post. P.P.S. Whoever keeps calling from the unknown or private number 5 times a day and then not talking when I answer...PLEASE STOP. It's annoying me.